Look!

Chapter 2

Time to say good bye

One month has passed me and Mr. Kishi which I call Ryou-chan now became a real friends. We always get teases that were not best friends but a couple. Ryou-chan and I talk about our life. Now I know many things about him and his family. He told me that his father died when he was 7 and her mom starts working so hard just for him and her cute big sister Kishi Lea. His sister is so cute and I even said to him if I was a boy I would marry his sister. Ryou-chan pouted at it he said that he doesn’t want me to marry his sister he wants that he will get marry first before his sister. I laugh at him and he jump at me to attack but instead that we are going to fight, well fall on the ground and he was so close on me. I can even feel his breathing at that time our world stop and seems like our anger pass away. Ryou-chan gets up and said sorry, he turn away and he blushed. I didn’t realize that Ryou-chan never get close at that range on a girl. It was his first time seeing a face of a girl very close.

 A week had passed and I told Henna that Ryou-chan likes her. Henna blushed and got sad. She told me that by 2 weeks she will transfer on another school. It was shocking for me because we’ve been close since child and then she will just leave me. I decided not to say it to Rou-chan because I want Henna to say it to Henna. Both of them are close but I and Ryou-chan are closer.

Henna told Ryou-chan that she will transfer on another school. Ryou-chan got sad and he said be careful as he pushes himself to smile. Henna kisses Ryou-chan on his forehead. Ryou-chan blushed and he couldn’t talk he was happy but at the same time he is embarrassed. Henna smiled at him and said “ Ryou-kun please take care of my Yuki please don’t leave her. I know that now she is crying. Well it’s not usual for her to cry but when it comes to a friend she will really suffer if her friend would leave her. So Ryou-kun please doesn’t make her cry and worry. Now I am not worthy as her best friend because I leave her but even though I love my best friend so can you take care of her?.” Henna cried as she smiled at Ryou-kun. Ryou-kun promised at Henna that he will never leave Yuki as long as he lives.

Few weeks has passed Henna transferred without saying goodbye at me. I was so sad and Ryou-kun wasn’t there for me he said that he will be back when he finish his exams. Ryou-kun promised me that he will be there for me but he never did. Every night I cried and every night I am sad and wishing every moment that I would forget everything. Ryou-kun has finished all of his exams and he became the top 1. Instead of praising him I would even ignore him. He tried to make me happy but I still can’t smile. Ryou-kun got fired up and he said if I won’t smile he will kiss me. I said to him “can you even try to do it?” Ryou-chan blushed and he said “no” he look so down and he said that he give up.

I feel so awkward making my little brother sad. I hug him and say sorry to him. He hugs me back and he said the next time I won’t smile he will really kisses me. I smiled and told him that he should never give his first kiss to me but only to the person he loves. Ryou-chan smiled at me and told me “your one of it”. I blushed and didn’t say anything. My heart feels different and it beats so fast. Ryou-chan touches my chest and he feels my heart beat. He smiled so widely and and said “nee-chan your heart is beating so fast like a horse”. I got mad at him and told him I am not a horse. He ran away and shouted “I love you nee-chan~!”

My face turns so red because people around the park heard Ryou-chan shouting I love you to me. I smile to him and I feel so happy that I couldn’t explain but the love I give him is like a love for a family. I want to feel Ryou-chan that he is part of my life part of my family and part of my love one.

Months has passed Ryou-chan become a freshmen and I became a junior high. Things have been so busy I don’t even have a time for him but I always give him many messages. He replies to me every two days and as time passes he reply to me once a week. And 1 month has passed there is no replies on my messages.

I was so sad when he didn’t reply on me. I was walking on the street thinking of him and I can’t even stop thinking of him. I look up on the sky again and wonder, I got bump into a boy and his things was scattered on the path. I said sorry to him and help him pick the papers. When I pick the papers all of it was a drawing of an anime. I was so amaze on his drawings. I was holding his drawing and I ask “is this your work?” he said “yes” and I was so happy I told him that I want to learn on drawing.

He said that he didn’t have anytime for me to teach. I was so sad and I said to him ok as I walk away unhappily. I was walking on the way and I remember the novel that I wrote that I was going to show to Madoka Kuro my sempai. He is the one who always read my story and he is the first one who always teases me about Ryou-chan.

I went back to my house and print the novel from the computer. When I finish it I went to Kuro-senpai’s house. The door was open so I open it immediately but when the door was open the first person I saw was the boy that bumps at me earlier. I point my finger at him and said “Y-y...you~!” as I exclaimed. “Oh Yuki-chan my favorite you’re here” Kuro-senpai said as he smile while he offers a tea on the boy.

Kuro-sempai asks me how did we meet and I told him everything. He said that everything was meant to be but I didn’t agree to him. I ask on the boy why does he is here. He told me that “Kuro-sempai is also my sempai and he is the one who reads the manga that I made.

I took his manga and he was embarrassed and his face turns red. It was interesting and I even want to read more. I smiled at him and say that it needs more improvement on the story. He got mad at me and he said why don’t I make my own manga and see how hard it is.

I told him that I tried to make one manga and it was famous but I didn’t put my name in there but only my pen name. He ask me how many chapters does it has I said that it only have 12 chapters. He said it was lame for me to make a manga having just 12 chapters. I was so mad and I even shout at him “you stupid man I hate you”. I couldn’t stop myself on being mad.

Kuro-senpai told the boy that I only need a friend at this time. Kuro-senpai knows my situation he knows that I am weak when it come to friends. The boy told Kuro-sempai that he will be the one who will make me happy. Kuro-senpai was amazed and he was teasing that boy both of them are so cute to look at.

I was walking away from the house of Kuro-sempai and then again I look at the sky. The clouds form into the faces of Henna and Ryou-kun. My heart was crumpling just like a paper that’s being crump. I close my eyes for a while and said to myself I should forget them and start over on my life.  After I said that to myself I feel happy and then I open my eyes and the boy that was on Kuro-senpai’s house was on my front.

He introduces his self and said “I am Takasu Riri I am here for you to make you happy”.  I was shocked on him and say “what?” my heart beat so fast and I would even want to run but he hold my hand and kiss it. I shove him and said “back off you idiot”. I didn’t know what to say to him I was so nervous and then he just write something on a paper and give it to me. He gives me that piece of paper and I ask him what it was and he said that it is his number. I get his number and run away.

At that night I can’t forget him and I don’t know what I feel both anger and happiness were mixed. I can’t sleep I keep rolling on my bed and I still can’t go to sleep. I stood and took my pencil. I try to picture him out and sketch him. Every stroke I made on my drawing I feel so happy and every erasure I made I feel sadness within.

I already finish the sketch and it picture out that he smiling while he kisses my hand. After I did that I feel much happier than ever and I even want to be befriended with him. I text at his number and I said sorry to him. After that I sleep and I even dream that I was happy on that dreaming and I was wishing that this night would never end.

The next day I went to my school and Riri texted me he said that he want me to meet someone. I wasn’t so interested but after my school has end I went to the meeting place. When I got there I saw a beautiful girl that caught my attention. Riri introduce that girl on me and her name was Sukima Jane. Both of us talk together and I was so happy to meet her.

Starting that I meet Riri my life has become so happy together with him and also with Jane. I even meet a new friend who has a crush on Jane and his name is Sakamo Luka. Being together with them is a never ending happiness but I knowing that happiness will have an exchange in the future and that is what I am afraid of.

Look!

Chapter 1

Look at her blushing

Look, I didn’t want to be an idiotic girl. If you only knew what did I do at that time. It all starts at February the month of hearts few years ago. I was just walking on the streets and look into the sky. My head was empty that time and I never knew that I end up walking on a shrine. Well because I am already there I didn’t waste my time so I decided to see the wishing big tree. As I walk towards that tree a winds blow on my side and I felt so cold. When I hold the tree I wished that I will feel how to be in loved and the wind blows again. I heard a sneeze on the other side of the tree. When I look on the other side of the tree I saw a boy sleeping laying his back on that tree. As I saw him my world stops and seems like I saw an angel and I couldn’t even stop staring at him. When he sneezes again I put my big jacket on him. I stand up and smiled as I walk away from that tree. I didn’t realize that he stood up and look at me as I walk away. I forgot that my wallet was on that jacket but I didn’t bother on it because that pocket was only cheap. The only thing that is on my wallet is my e-mail address, number and $20.

Few days have passed and my classmates were talking about love, but all I do was to change the topic. I was always been anti love because of my family experience about it. My cousin was on mental hospital for 6 years, my auntie tried homicide, and the worst my brother kill his lover and he got jailed, because of what happen to them I started to be afraid of being in love but somehow I wanted to feel love. Henna my classmate ask me if I have been falling in love with someone. I look at the window to see the sky and all I think was that boy. I stop thinking of him and look at to henna and I directly said no. Henna was somewhat disappointed and brag about the boy that he saw this morning which is her new crush. Henna wanted to know his name but she didn’t catch up with that boy because he walks so fast. I didn’t listen to what she says so only my other classmates heard on what she’s been saying.

The class has end and my classmate were inviting me to go on a karaoke. I tried not to be with them but I got no choice because they started to pull me. I end up sitting on the corner listening at them singing so hard, my eardrums was starting to break and seems like world was going to end. Henna stops my classmate Joana from singing and said to them that they shouldn’t shout when they are singing. Henna selects a song and sang. It was my first time seeing her singing so nice, I know that she is a backup singer of an idol but I never heard her singing in front of me. I said to myself that someday this girl would become famous and many boys would adore her.

Henna and I went home together. She told me that I should open my heart to everyone and allow them to feel how you feel for them. She runs on their gate and smiled at me. I look on the dark sky again and hoping that I will not be afraid of opening my door for everyone.

At the next day henna give me phone call and said that she wanted to see the new movie season of the “this boy I love is a cat”. I also wanted to see that new season so I accepted her offer and take a shower immediately. When I got there I saw henna waiting for me. Henna was mad at me because of my clothes. I usually wear punk clothes somewhat like a boy look like. She told me that I should never wear this kind of clothes because I am a girl.

When we got in on the cinema Henna was excited. I was so nervous on who is around us because I was embarrassed most of the people there were younger than us. As the movie goes on I feel so happy that the protagonist said I love you the boy which is cat in an original form. Most of the people cried and even Henna. I heard a sneeze which is so familiar for me and when I look at the boy who’s sitting beside me I saw my jacket and the boy was wearing it. I look at the big screen and thinks that he can’t be the boy that I saw before. The movie has ended I said to Henna that we need to get out of that place fast. I didn’t know what I was thinking; the only thing I know was that I should never go to that place. A boy called my name and Henna stopped me and she said that someone is calling me. The boy said my name once again.

“Your Misami Yuki right?” he walks in front of us as he smiled. My head was empty so Henna asks his name.  He said “I am Kishi Ryou nice to meet you” as he give his hand to shake. He also said thanks for lending the jacket on him but he won’t give it back because he said that he has dirtied it so he said that he will buy new one for me. Henna was excited to go shopping and as for me I didn’t have any other choice. We were on a girls store and everything there was so nice but I don’t want to wear a tight jacket but still they bought a jacket for me. Mr. Kishi wants to go on a stall where all boys clothes are in he bought something important well that’s what he told us.

When we were eating on a café Mr. Kishi gave me the thing that he bought lately. He said I will just open it when I am already on my own home. Henna and Mr. Kishi get close together and now they don’t call themselves by their last name and they call their names. Mr. Kishi calls me by my name but we are not that very close. I usually call him Mr. Kishi but he doesn’t want it, he wants me to call him Ryou-nya. I blushed when he says that and I turn away.

When it was already dawn we decided to go home but Mr. Kishi wants to spend more time with us. Henna said that why don’t we communicate each other on our cell phones. Mr. Kishi was so happy and he said that the next time that they will see each other they will talk about life. Henna got Mr. Kishi’s number.

“Ok it’s time to go Henna” I said while she was texting. “Noooo” Mr. Kishi exclaimed as he runs on my front and gives me an eye catching look that would melt your heart. I ask him “why?” and he said he hasn’t got my phone number yet. I said to him that we are not close but he really insists to get my number.

Henna gives to Mr. Kishi my number, and I was so dumb because I even run away and hide on a bush just so that my number won’t be exposed on him. At the end they saw me and Henna said said bye to Mr. Kishi for now. I and Henna was together going home again and she even says that he already like Mr. Kishi. She was jumping on the road happily and I couldn’t even stop her. Henna stop on jumping and turn on me and ask me seriously “Do you like Ryou-kun?” I was shocked on her asking me that kind of question. I didn’t say anything at all and Henna just turns away and said “I guess you like Ryou-kun Yuki-san”. When the moment she says that I stop and think about my family and then he pop out on my head. I said to myself “how did I like him? Just when did I like him?”

I got home at the time of 6:30 pm. I receive a message from an unknown messenger. I read the message and read it. “Yuki-nee-chan hello this is ryou-nya, how are you today was a good day and yeah I decided to call you my big sister because you’re older than me for one year so it is no problem right? Anyway nee-chan I will wait for you tomorrow on that big tree when the first time you saw me. And yeah wear the jacket I gave you that I bought from the boy’s clothes. Bye nya~!”

My world crack and I was so irritated. I forgot that Henna gave my Number to Mr. Kishi. I call on Henna immediately and said her everything Mr. Kishi’s message. Henna laugh at me and tease me. She teases me that I like him. I told her to stop but she won’t so I hang up the phone. I sit on my bed and saw the paper bag that Mr. Kishi gave. I open it and the jacket was in. I stretch my arms while holding to see what kind of design it has. The design looks very cool and it was my type. I send a thank you message on Mr. Kishi.

I was going to sleep but the cell phone light up which indicates that I have a message. I grab the phone and read my message. When I read the message I was shocked. Mr. Kishi said that he likes Henna a lot and he ask me what the things that she likes the most. I said to him all what Henna likes and dislikes. When it was already ten o’clock I told him that I will be going to sleep. He sends me a message that says “nee-chan thank you for all of it I love you nee-chan sweet dreams”. I blush right away and cover my body with blanket. I send him a message that says “idiot” and after that I tried to sleep but seems like I can’t sleep so much. The word I love you echoes on my head and I can’t sleep because of that. I slap my face and said I want to sleep than falling in love. Two hours has passed and I didn’t recognize that I was already asleep. 

sleep

uhmm I did nothing just sleep for the whole afternoon I feel I want to sleep more

ma speech

Our Mentors, the Youth, the Hope of the Generation to Come. I stand before you today as you can see fresh and young, an icon of youthfulness, no longer innocent nor ignorant. The media, TV, computers, DVDs, had laid down to us, a bulk of knowledge but not balance; sad to note more destructive rather than building; failing to contribute for the development of our whole being ; imparting ideas which leave me asking… is this okay? Is this real? Is this the truth? Which is which?

This lead me to conclude that young as I am confident as I am, the seeming “knowing it all generation” the youth, needs more of the guidance and direction from someone who truly knows what matters most in life. We need mentors who truly are concern of us, the youth, the hope of the generation to come. To our dear mentors… I often heard the responsibilities are difficult… Thank you for the efforts. Thank you for the patience. Thank you for the discipline. Thank you for the sacrifice.  Salute to you!!! For helping us become what we are meant to be.

To the youth, let us strive to do our part. Let us not be so much engrossed to computers but let us be educated as well with more important matters than pleasures; Let us also get concerned and interested in of our environment, our school, our country, our nation and above all, the Almighty, Our maker who can make all things possible. Let us use wisely our time and get involve with activities that will mold us to what we are meant to be: The hope of the generation to come!

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oh thump song

Oh Thump

By L lena Mio aka Azel

Oh how cute is my love

My heart is beating like

Thump, thump, thump,

When I see your picture

When you send me messages

Seems like life is full of

Sunshine when I hear

You laughing

Oh that smile, that cool smile

All I feel is

Thump, thump, thump,

Wait I can’t stop this kind of feeling

Oh I cut my hair so low so that you

Can see my smile my very bright smile

Oh no Why does you feel

Thump, thump, thump, too!

Oh how cute is my love

My heart is beating like

Thump, thump, thump,

Eh? Really?! I can feel your heart

Is beating but why you won’t say it

To me, oh Thump, thump, thump,

I feel your heart saying thump, thump, thump.

Oh no I’m turning 15 wait!

You call me on my birthday

And sing a birthday song

Oh how sweet of you

 I want to hug and kiss you but

If I do that my heart goes crazy like

Thump, thump, thump,

Oh stop I don’t want to be

Crazy so I will just keep this feeling

and lets just be friends

for a while were still young

we got so many days to have fun and we can still

feel the thrill on our adventure

Oh how cute is my love

My heart is beating like

Thump, thump, thump,(2x)

song

well today we were having our  a Capella we sang at the beginning well at first I was so bored because it wasn't sang well. the next group was a little confusing it wakes me feel dizzy hehehe. the 3 group sang only hope it was nice and when my classmate sang a high note she didn't cope up with that pitch and we laugh.... and at last my group we perform well and it was nice they said that my voice was cute like a kid when I sing and it makes me laugh am I a kid??? hehehe and the last group sang bad romance it was so funny because there action was soo annoying but somehow funny which will kill my stomach